*meditating*
ive been a bit off lately. not being mahself. completely a messed up person. mah self-consciousness is absolutely deteriorating. veri much lykely im gonna hav to psyche mahself up for the upcoming things to which i dun quite remember wad are coming up. hell shit. i dun even noe wad im talking abt.
so yeah. no im not on off 2dae. i chose da job as a part time one since im not really up to it. hey. werking frm 8 to 8 and da office is in aljunied. waddya expect. plus ive fainted on a couple of occassions. but sumhow da girls in da company are prone to fainting. eekz. so yea i'll be werking onli on saturdays. IF da next project is a good one, i'd consider taking back da normal hours. dat is an IF. oh yea. plus ain has officially been named star karat of da company. wad we heard is dat my team's gonna embark on advertisement shit. while ain's gonna do sum shit over at sentosa. no idea. seriously. heard it frm da self-proclaimed abg hensem of da company, hisyam. heh.
okay now i wanna go to school. SHEESH!
well sumone gave me a pep talk ytd nite. sort of lahh.
topic: da insights of guys whu go clubbing and join wad dey call baju.
it has totally changed mah perspective abt dem. really. frm bad to worse.
nuff sed. i tink ive blogged too much.
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uh...derez no part 2 for da job interview cos i got da job. hehe.... observation day wuz not dready lyke wad i had expected. yes2 i got da job. currently, da company im werking in is werking on a fund raising drive for uima (united indian muslims association). it requires all da staff to go all over sg to collect donations for dis organisation. well basically, soliciting money frm public. heh. i dread da times dese kinda pple used to approach me. ask sara. she and i wud cringe and juz uh run away frm dem. haha! but hey. i grew to know and feel how dese pple werked deir ass off (including me) to get our pay. it realli depends on da number of bks sold.
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job interview part one.
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and so...ive decided to spare moosey a life. cos he provided yummilicious taufik photos during da hip hop fest. i wuz kinda anticipating da whole ting but unexpectedly AND unfortunately too, mah parents went berzerk and decided not to let me go. SHEESH.
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i swear its a fucken werld out dere.
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da pics are FINALLY up.
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wahahaha!! i read ina's blog abt da iced mocha thingy dat ain's cuzzin treated us to. haha! wuz it realli spiked?! no wunder i felt a a bit uh.... high? mebbe its da caffeine in dat thing? ok well. letz hope ain's cuzzin did spike da drink. ooooppss....no i mean letz hope not. but owel i thank him fer treating us dat drink. it wuz yummilicious niwae.
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004
yeah2. i noe u pple are luffing at mah kinda job now. owel. i gotta start sumwhere ryte. da pay sucks lah i noe but da very fact dat u pple dunno is abt how da pple dere made ain n i a part of deir family even on our observation day. im grateful cos i made frens wit pple whom i tot i cudnt make frens wit. LOL.
observation day wuz laz fridae. mah leader is dis abg mamat. hez 25 and he has 2 gfs. haha! i shudnt convey dis ting but heck. hez crazee abt fat babies n fat cats. he himself is quite a stick-and-bone person. on dat dae, we went out on a 3 men kalis (team) consisting abg mamat, dis eswira guy and hazahari. da 3 of de assisted me, samantha and miral. oh yes. sam n miral are mah new frens. same team. ain landed on a different team tho. her leader is an ex-convict. nice. so yah. location wuz geylang. bullshit place. but hey. we were onli on training so we got to try a few and datz dat. well it started out dat dis eswira guy wuz staring at me fer a long long time til abg mamat asked him to stop staring. no.he wusnt eyeing on me. he sed he had seen me sumwhere. apparently at an audition. yes i did go for an audition wen i wuz small. it wuz called utv back then. wira made da cut and became da host. if u guys can remember, hez an 'aksi mat yoyo' guy. it wuz wayyyy back lah. but sumhow he recognised me and we luffed our asses off recalling da auditions. so yah. hez still short as ever. keke. but now wit piercings. two at his left ear and one on da tongue. sam kicked his ass wen he cudnt stop playing wit his tongue stick thing or wadeva u pple call it.
saturday wuz da official gila babi day for da company. da manager threw in a $600 bonus to da team which can sell an average of 4.7 bks. waddahell. no mah team didnt get it. evryday dey kinda put us wit different pple. so on sat, went toa payoh wit jake and fadhilah. jake's a crazy guy whu tells pple wad colour underwear hez wearing everiday. yikes.
monday wuz sucky. monday blues. did at jurong east. business wuz slow. went wit fadhilah and faizal. fyi, faizal is a poster face. lol. nice and tall guy. i mean realli tall. oh yes. he met dear. we were collecting at imm wen dear and razi came. so yah. im lucky dat faizal and dear got along. wahaha....no jealousy sensed. phew. and juice to hisyam fer making a promotion. hez a new leader now.
yesterday. toa payoh AGAIN. wit abg mamat and tai yan. wit 4 trainees. all 4 of dem cabot-ed wen dey knew wad da job wuz abt. and juice to hisyam again. it wuz his bdae. he and da wira guy alwaes wear da same colour long sleeve shirt. scary but true. heh. ogy's gf, aidah passed out in front of da office. evryone panicked. she dint wake up. i had to leave. pity faizal tho. his feet wuz swollen thanks to his shoes which were tight. i wunder if he had bought da correct size. huge man. size 12. parvin and i tried putting our feet into his shoe. voila! it fits!
and so im on off 2dae. yes2. off. had an appt. im glad i get to sleep. wee! and i didnt turn up fer da pit yesterdae. missed evryone tho. *waving to sara* are u ok hun?!! *hugs*
anuder day tomorrow. aww... shuckz.
7.45am= report.
8.00am-8.45= practice pitching.
8.45am-10.30= cheer and sum crazy stuff we do.
10.30am-11.30= meeting/grouping/manager's werds.
Thursday, December 16, 2004
= ain and i were da first few to reach da place.
= interview begun at 2pm.
= venue: aljunied.
= job: events coordinator.
= supervisor: iskandar.
= hez lame.
= he cracked a "howz charlie" joke to 3 frens.
= hez super nice.
= he gave out a $600 bonus once and bet hez gonna do it again.
= his dad once taught in riverside.
= he wun tell us whu is dad is.
= wen i sed i wuz frm rs, a meridien jc bitch apparently smirked at me.
= wad da fuck?
= at least her fren wuz frenly.
= juz cos we're frm a neighbourhood sch.
= plus she juz did her a levels.
= so wad? lyke i care.
= training tml at 9.30am.
= plus 2nd interview.
= evaluation.
= good luck to me.
p/s: sumpeoplejuzcantkeepasecret.
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
i bet sizzie's gonna go bonkers wit dis pic. hehe... cos i did. wooh. i dun find mahself DAT fanatic over him lyke sum pple. *grins* im contradicting mah point i suppose. but waddahell.
da pic actually reminds me of faris. uh... an arabian-malay. my frens shud noe whuz he is. wahahaha. hez no one special lah. juz dat hez a long forgotten fren whom i remembered wen i saw da mag cover.
BIG thank you to you, moosey for being a wonderful fren. i mean not cos of da taufik photos onli lah. im not DAT heartless. wahaha....
ok so dats dat.
went job hunting with ain and sara yesterday. yes sara i noticed dey dint want us dere too. i juz kept mum. i wuz into da whole idea of getting a job. fast. and cash flowing in. fast. so yea. i didnt quite mind da place. except fer dat sakura thang. haha! we created such a din. gosh. nvm.
lets hope i'd be able to adapt to wherever da place im gonna get.
well...if i dun get a job. i'd prolly join abg lan at people's association. perfomin arts. yes. dance. yes. malay dance. or mebbe. juz mebbe. do a volunteer job over at spca or mendaki. sheesh. i dread teaching tho. *spits*
Thursday, December 09, 2004
dis pic cheered me up a lil todae. its mah most favourite kitten. i mean was. past tense. its dead. eekz. its a he. da name wuz ciko. im clueless as to why i gave dat name. prollie cos ive got to name loadz of dem. around 7 i tink. but ciko's mah fav. shoo cute....
had sum kind of a tiff wit mah mom yesterdae. so what if i had bought shoes wit mah own money? gosh. she went on saying dat now shez retired i shud save money and not spend on mah own liking and dat i will not survive without money if she were to be dead yakity yak yak yak. i mean wad da fuck? itz juz a pair of shoes for fuckingness sake! plus ive not been spending alot nowadays cos ive been budget-ing due to da fact dat mah parents are RETIRED. yeah da 'R' werd old pple seemed to be proud of apparently.
oh yes. she went on saying dat im neglecting mah duties as a daughter. and dat wen i go out, i always end up coming home late. da last time i came back home late wuz at 11pm and i had class gathering for fuckings sake! waddahell?! esp wen ive been spending past few weeks helping her out wit most of da house chores! goddammit. its a fucken werld. yeah ive sed dat twice.
and mah dad wuz itching to scold me as well onli dat he found out he had noting to say other than im GROUNDED. yes. uve juz seen a post o-level gurl being GROUNDED. lyke a fucken 12 yr old kid. fuck it. and im gonna say it again. its a fucken werld. dammit.
mah parents are getting on deir days. prollie its da pre-haji syndrome. when all dey wanna do is stay at home wit da family and stuff. but still....itz totally unreasonable!
dese things always happen wen im going out wit him da next day. fuck it twice! its bin a long time since both of us went out and now ive gotta disappoint him wit dese shit. obviously he wusnt happy abt it either. obviously he lost trust in me cos dese tings always happen at da very wrong time. and i tell u...at da very wrong time. i guessed ive hurt him and mahself over dis matter. and i regret it. absolutely. it certainly is a fucken werld.
and i hope i get a job asap. got a job offer over at ritz-carlton. i tink im due for an interview on fridae. shoots. dats....tomorrow. damn. it realli is a fucken werld. but nvm. i hope da job doesnt ADD on to mah problems rite now. sheesh. cant believe im GROUNDED.
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
i'll find anuther time to update. urmph.
sowwie.
Monday, November 22, 2004
